Oh, I hate it
Those eyes, like they pity me
Oh, I hate it
Who do you think you are?
Oh, I hate it
With the blade of your platitudes
Not even knowing the darkness of the blood that flowed
A body dropped into a bed of thorns
Entangled, painful, crying, torn, covered in wounds
I just want to die
The inferiority complex that was gouged out
It throbs, it throbs, it’s so noisy every day
I’m sick of it
(Oh my god!
A counterfeit salvation
There’s no paradise anywhere
An unfulfilled thirst
A sick lamb)
The worst, the worst, everything
Is a pipe dream, is trivial
I want to destroy this world
Break it, break it, let it end
A prayer that can’t be answered
God is dead, they say
Oh, disgusting
The sun probing my heart
Oh, disgusting
It feels like my eyes are burning
Oh, disgusting
The moon and stars are melancholic
Don’t shine on me
Don’t take away my place, hey
The foolish prayers that were important to me
The false gospel I believed in
This regret, this sin, this punishment
This pain alone is my everything
(The crown of sinners
There’s no paradise anywhere
An unfulfilled thirst
A sick lamb)
Someone
I don’t need a gospel
I don’t need idols or worship
Just tell me one thing
The reason to keep struggling and suffering to live
(Even though someday it will disappear and be lost
Surely everyone will forget, everyone and anyone
Only this pain in my heart is my eternity)
Oh my god!
A counterfeit salvation
There’s no paradise anywhere
An unfulfilled thirst
(God is a liar)
The worst, the worst, not one thing
Can change, can fulfill
This me right now
I’m screaming until it breaks
Until it goes crazy
This is not despair for someone else
Enough with the platitudes
With ordinary words
I won’t try to save anyone
Let everything come to an end now
Somewhere in this night
God is dead, they say