Even the bell of beginning
You ring it as you please
Farewell, then, you say
As I’m driven out
I cry, I laugh, I don’t know anymore
But I act as if I know and I can’t laugh anymore
Huh? What was I doing?
I accepted love in the place of someone else
I’ve even accepted plenty of affection
I’ve lived through this day that is full of mistakes
It doesn’t matter anymore, whichever is fine
This is the place I wanted
I looked up as if to mock myself
I’m hungry
Don’t you feel sorry for me
The flavor of happiness doesn’t suit people like us
Getting angry just makes me tired
Even if I eat a full course meal it doesn’t fulfill me
The illusions brought about by excessive happiness
Becoming a convict, and just going out of control
I thought again, something was lacking
I’m not obsessing
But that overflowing love
I just don’t know anymore
So I keep eating up that ignorance
I’m hungry
Don’t you feel sorry for me
Only the spice of happiness keeps piling up
Laziness continues even today
And the main dish
Doesn’t seem to be here
Thirsty
Don’t you feel sorry for me
The more I’m involved with happiness the more I thirst
If this lazy feast continues
Even a full course meal won’t have taste
Hungry
That’s right, I’m searching
For the meaning of living in this world while I’m never satisfied
Something theoretical that can fulfill me
I don’t need such a full course meal