In order to do the things we wish to
We kept on sketching out the future
After years of lusting for greatness
My nails and hair are lacking in care
The side that robs and the robbed side
The giving side and the given side
Before I realized it, I’ve already lost it many times
The more I remind myself of it, the more ridicule it seems
Wishing to leave a sign behind
The dear things were there
The choices that died out
Sting my dull heart
What is it that I lost sight of?
What is it that I should protect?
What to believe, what to aim for
What to wager my life for?
I want to walk in the same direction
As the ones I should love
Oh my lifetime,
To do so
How should we be living?
In order to make up for the filthy days
The past I just kept on pretending not to see
Contemptuously laughs at me like it’s normal
My pride keeps on hindering me
Those who rob and those who are robbed
When you fail, you retain the feeling of having failed
There are many lifetimes you could have without them ever passing each other
In that case, what have I been doing?
Struggling in order to change my selfish self
The limited amount of lives touch my wavering heart
There are so many things I lost sight of
There are so many things I failed to protect
What to believe, what to aim for
To discard my life for them?
Can I love those I should be loving?
Oh my lifetime,
It’s like I can’t remove my foolishness
If you want to be loved, you should love
If you want to be given, you should give
To the point that you kick down someone’s life
I kept on sustaining my time
There’s something to save, so I discard my inexperience
My dull heart shouts out that now is the time
There are things that I’ve kept on losing sight of
There are things that I kept on failing to protect
But for sure, I stand with pride
As there’s a future I want to make a reality
I realized that I should love the once I ought to love
Oh my lifetime,
If you would end, this will become your hope