never thought i would care this much
never thought i would be hooked this much
and i never thought it would get worse this much

i shouldn’t give a flying damn about it
i absolutely have nothing to do with it
and why do i have to care this much about it

to you, the one who is leaving me gradually
(no doubt it’s all my fault)
to you, the one who is walking away from me slowly
(no need to blame anyone but)
me, the one who is getting dumber day by day
what should i do
what can i do
ah, how does it feel to be happy
…i really don’t remember

get out the way, cuz imma bout to come thru
don’t do that, cuz it’s disgusting as hell
i’m done, i’m totally done with everything

i know it’s too obvious
that i ain’t fucking perfect
…and i don’t have any expectations for myself, either

to you, the one i gradually fall in love with
(whose fault is it that i feel this weird way)
to blueness, which gradually turned into red
(it can’t be helped by blaming anyone but)
me, who’s getting dumber day by day
what should i do
what can i do
ah, what was the color of happiness
…i really don’t remember

i once said “Let everything flow away” and then?
i once said “I’ll give up everything” and then?
i once said “Live as if there’s no tomorrow” and then?

i know i’ve still got a long long way to go
but someday i will definitely catch up with u

damn damn don’t give a damn
just love in my head
(hey little father won’t u come with me)
we’ll just dancing away
from bullshits ahead
(‘kay it’s okay yeah we gotta believe)
to me, the one who is getting closer gradually
what shall we do
where shall we go
ah how does it feel to be happy
let’s go find out together

i’m gonna love you for the rest of my life
i’m gonna protect you forever and ever
i love me,
and i will keep him in a
safest fairest happiest place baby

まさかこんなに媚びてまうとは
まさかこんなに惚れてまうとは
そいでこんなに拗らせるとはな

別にどうにでもなりゃいいのに
別におれにはカンケーないのに
まさかこんなに捉われるとはな

だんだん遠くなったあなたへ
(全部全部おれのせい)
だんだん離れてったあなたへ
(責めてみても仕方ねえ)
だんだんバカになったこのおれ
どうすりゃいい
どうすればいい
あぁ幸せってどんなだったけな
…覚えてないや

どけ、そこどけおれが通る
やめ、それやめむしず走る
だめ、もうだめぜんぶ終る

分かりきったことやん、今さら
完ペキとか無理やん、ハナから
…別に何も期待してないけどな

だんだん好きになったあなたへ
(ヘンな気持ち誰のせい)
だんだん赤くなった青さへ
(責めてみても仕方ねえ)
だんだんアホになったこのおれ
どうすりゃいい
どうすればいい
あぁ幸せって何色だったけな
…覚えてないや

全て流すつもりだったのにどうした？
何もかも捨ててくと決めてどうした？
明日なんか来ると思わずにどうした？

全部まだまだこれからだから
いつかあんたに辿り着くから

damn damn don’t give a damn
just love in my head
(hey little father won’t u come with me)
we’ll just dancing away
from bullshits ahead
(‘kay it’s okay yeah we gotta believe)
だんだん近くなったわたしへ
どうしようか
どこいこうか
あぁ幸せってどんなだったけな
思い出そうか

愛してくこの先ずっと
守ってく明日もずっと
i love me, and i
will keep him in a
safest fairest happiest place baby