There is no such thing as a colorful mandala
I’ve lived like a beast
You can’t be normal
Living days of sin and punishment
So hollow, so hollow, this is who I am
I’m just dressed as a human
Lost in the darkness of the dusk
Melt this thing down
What a life full of distractions
Please give me an anesthetic
Beauty, Love, an illusion
Endless Melancholy
I want to go back to that peaceful place
Even though I don’t have the courage to die
My heart still aches
There is only one person
Whom I want to have the strength to protect
Flowers changing color after the rain
Don’t drive off, even if loneliness stings your chest
Leave behind that wasteful life
I want to laugh with you
Years of empty ruins
A cathedral looking a lot like an empty shell
So, where were your boundaries?
They are thin like a small piece of glass
I want to be a good person
I want to touch my skin
The most beautiful profile
I am sick of this feeling. No more
What a disturbing life
Suddenly there is this dark gloomy sadness
It’s all patched together, cut and pasted
This filth will not peel off
Let’s dream with the heart
I miss spring though
I want to go back there, where you wait
Even though I don’t have the courage to live
This heartbeat goes on
It’s okay to lie, just one more time
I want to hear that clear voice
Flowers changing color after the rain
Don’t drive off, even if your chest feels empty
Hopefully, for the rest of my life.
I want to laugh with you
Morning is coming by the seaside
The indelible waves glittering in the distance