There’s no turning back
We’re waiting for spring, carrying green pain in our hearts
We mixed it up with love and dreams as we ran
Blurring but not fading
The scars are from our cuddling with each other
From a different place I got layers of scars
I will start walking
Turning my back on sobbing days
I will get going
Just watch
Laughing from amusement
Angry from missing
I’m off to make our dream come true
When I’m sad, when I’m having a hard time
I will remember the memories, our moments together
As the backbone of my heart
When I look back next time
I hope we can wave and smile at each other
Even when I’m lost deep in the woods
The morning light shines in and tells me the break of day
Even though I cannot see them
Past, present, and future are hand in hand
To cast light on the night coming next
I’m here
Come to me
I still keep the wish I left behind
Though I put a brave face as I live my life
When I want to see you, when I want to hold you
I will remember the memories, our moments together
As the guiding light of an unseen future
I wanted to disappear, I wanted to run away
I screamed in despair
And blamed it on our encounter, even the miracle of it
I hit the lowest point that day
And I cannot undo it
Still, I want to feel glad I’m alive
At least in the end
There’s no turning back
I will get going
Just watch
I will go and find something more precious than you
For you, more important than anything else
When I want to see you, when I want to hold you
I will remember the memories, our moments together
As the backbone of my heart
I will sing it over and over again, my precious feelings
Turning them into the theme song of our own