It remains on my skin
The sunscreen still creaking on my skin
I keep making excuses for not stepping out
Left a gaping hole in my heart
I couldn’t find any reason or words to fill it
I just watched their backs
Back then I was listening to music
The emoji I’m good at, Tulip
I picked them all before she did
I’m not copying her!
BY MY SIDE I don’t want it anymore
I’ve dreamt of it a hundred times
I’m not dressed up for you!
Just leave me like this
Don’t ever let me see your face again!
I can’t lie to these feelings
Spring still hasn’t come this year
The calendar gets thinner
The sun rises and falls without shining
Don’t talk to me suddenly
My heart beats so loudly in my chest
You can hear it!
BY MY SIDE I don’t want it anymore
I’ve dreamt of it a hundred times
I’m not stupid enough to follow you!
Nothing is ever certain
Don’t talk so big
I don’t want to even remember it anymore
A world bursting with energy
I’ve never told you what I’ve been thinking
If only we could be friends
I would have never felt frustrated again
BY MY SIDE Back then
I used to forgive ambiguity
I can’t keep being pushed around!
Let’s just leave it like this
Don’t ever let me see your face again
I’ll never remember you again!
A world bursting with energy
Without fulfilling my wish I couldn’t tell you how I felt
If only we could be friends
I would have never felt frustrated again