Haven’t got friends, haven’t got goals, only have this unending fight
It never ends ’til I die, that’s why I’m wandering
Meaningless fights, meaningless nights, only have these endless nights
That’s what I want, that thing will do, whatever, I’m outta here

It sounds too good, it can’t be true, it’s just a trick, a fleeting glimpse
Trick of the light, trick of the dark, it’s not real, no treasure here
That crazy spark, that flash of pain, where it ends up nobody knows
You think you’ve got something to win, you stupid kid, don’t go there

Every time a storm cloud splits the sky
Fighting, clawing like angry beasts
Memories that don’t find their way
The colors fading out like those old washed-up bones

Spoken words that will slither wither into lies
Someone made them sweeter and tasting of hope
Leaving truth on the outside to stand on its own
Washed out and colored like grim darkened ash

Spouting lies that sound sweeter than truth ever will
It’s so easy to hold you and whisper in your ear
Reaching for that one something that I never had
‘Cause I sense already that you’re leaving here

Why is it you’re not saying, but can’t deny

Always with me, never escape, always have this undying pain
It never fades, all these doubts, that’s why I’m questioning
I don’t wear gloves, or armor up, only need pain to carry on
Nothing to want, this life will do, whatever gives hella thrill

Every time the church bell tolls for us
Ripping all our fragile dreams
Memories from so long ago
The shadows disappear like those forgotten ghosts

Whispered words to carry you just through the night
Someone named them answers that became our truth
Selling off what we really should hold fast and close
Deeper and not of the world that we see

We can’t know what is waiting beyond this view

Spoken words that will slither wither into lies
Someone made them sweeter and tasting of hope
Leaving truth on the outside to stand on its own
Washed out and colored like grim darkened ash

Spouting lies that sound sweeter than truth ever will
It’s so easy to hold you and whisper in your ear
Reaching for that one something that I never had
‘Cause I sense already that you’re leaving here

Why is it you’re not saying, but can’t deny