“Goodbye” is stuck at the back of my throat
I said thank you, like I was trying to cough
What should I say next? I look inside my pocket
But all I’ve got is me, who’s in love with you
It’s alright, no big deal I think I became kinder
Yet it turned into a wish, and finally a lie
It’s withering away while still being green
Fading away like me, still in love with you
Holding it in my hand, as if it were my feelings
Crushing it with my hand along with the thoughts from my heart
No big deal, no big deal
Hold me tight right now
Say that all you need is me
Say it and kiss me
Just kidding, that was a lie, sorry
I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this right now
But honestly, I was happy when you said that you won’t leave me alone
You plucked up your courage to call me for the first time
Am I different from who I was that night?
No matter how far apart we are, even though we can’t meet
My heart won’t change and I’ll be right here, and yet…
It’s withering away while still being green
Fading away like me, still in love with you
Remember me always
Just kidding that was a lie, take care
You looked relieved to see me not cry
You’re still carefree, that’s also what I love about you
You were already there before I could notice
You said you want me to stay the same
And willfully you wiped my tears
All the things that I see, all the things that I hear
You were the one who colored them all
It’s withering away while still being green
Fading away like me, still in love with you
Holding it in my hand, as if it were my feelings
Crushing it with my hand along with the thoughts from my heart
No big deal, no big deal…
Hold me tight right now
Say that all you need is me
Just say it and don’t let me go
Just kidding, that was a lie, goodbye.